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12:17 AM hello you!.

Hisashiburi! Man.. its been quite a while since there was a constructive or how do you call it.. a legitimate post? hahaha. I have not abandon you my dear blog!! =p

without further ado.. onwards with the post!

well its been 1 sem!! ZOMG. My first semester of uni just flew pass amidst all the projects, lectures and mugging! And looking further back.. it just means that i've stopped working for 4 months!! *i really wonder why does everything seems like its ages ago?? feels i've stopped working for 1 yr* oh wells. 1st sem was.. exciting and yet. draining? brains are damn rusty and the whole lot of things to study was.. overwhelming i guess?? nonetheless.. it was fun! hahaha. i highly doubt i'll say that when next sem's projects are coming.. 3 more sems to go!! and its back to working life.. machiam like taking sabbatical from work sia. hahahah. =p

k seems like my habit of digressing is still un-rusty.

alrighty.. since 1st sem is done and over with.. now.. all i have to worry about is passing for my exams!! yeah. im only aiming for a pass for all the modules im taking. which is pretty pathetic? but seriously.. it aint easy. 2 Dec i hope you wun come soon!!

hmm studies aside.. elene and i paid a lil visit to ah lam.. our little ritual. it was definitely fun catching up with her while we made our way there. some how.. the feeling of "everything feels like they were ages ago" was there too.. as we're standing there.. i noticed quite a few new stuff that ah lam got since our last visit. and as i was looking at his peekture.. again.. it felt as thou it been ages seen i last saw that photo of his and that i've been missing out on a whole lot of things.. *which really made me wonder why* aish.. but overall it was a good trip! we'll be back again..

I dont think ive mentioned this before.. sometimes.. i really enjoy the process of going out on ur own.. by yourself.. like on my way to meet elene.. i went to yishun! *ok this prolly sounds noobshit.. but 22yrs of my life in Singapore. i've NVR been to yishun!* ok. yishun! the shopping center there is northpoint!! i always thot northpoint was at woodlands.. but oh wells! you learn something new everyday! you know its just tt feeling of exploring new places.. with your small bag.. listening to songs.. tt feeling is somehow simple and yet exhilarating at the same time? not sure if tt's the way you can describe it. but yea. some where near there.. thou at times it does get a wee bit lonely.. but whenever i go out on my own.. its like a process of getting to know yourself a bit more and paying some attention to urself.. self discovery if you might call it. haha. but such moments are really precious to me.. and of course i always reward myself with a cup of bubble tea when im out on my own.. hahahahahah.. what's not to like abt tt right? =p

hokays.. ive been thinking.. on why everything feels like its been ages ago.. and. i cant find an answer. lol. *very smart xh* is it cos i've "isolated" myself while i was mugging away for exams?? could be. could it be that i haven went shopping for a while? maybe. or that i haven met up with my friends in quite a bit? i really am not very sure.. but what i really dun like is how the feeling manifests or the direction that it is taking.. doesnt seem good. then again. i wouldn't want to jump into new things mindlessly just to rid of that feeling. hmmm.. what to do?? however i cant think of anything now.. guess i'll come and revisit this when i get a clearer picture..

tml! i'll be going for an interview! for an admin job. 1st one since 2 yrs ago. honestly.. dunno how it will go.. but. i DO hope that everything will be alright! * and that i wun come across as a snarky lil kid* wish me all the best!!

hokie dokes! its time to go ZzzZZzzZ.. i'll be back! dunno how long. but i will. until the next time!! :)

xiuuuuuuu