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4:06 PM what upppppp!!

lol. sorry kinda ki siao now. hee. anyways. its been quite long ehs? hahah. well. its been the same old routine lor. meet friends. 21st BDAES. go out. shop. finding more things to do. even i myself is sick of hearing ive been doing everytime people asked. sheesh. i shld really break out of this routine soon... WHEN I GET BACK TO STUDYING.

now tt ive started i have a feeling this is going to be a long post. once you've released the floodgates, there's no turning back. hahahaa. pardon me. =p

well today elene and i went to visit ah lam. our 2nd visit. unlike the 1st time. which was a mad rush trying to find directions by the street directory. this time we're well prepared. but. we missed many turned and it actually took us like 1hr to get there. hahahaha. last time only half an hour. =p too noob alrdy. is cannot man. and we saw wei sheng and coy when we drove into the parking lot. they were leaving luhh. if we hadn't missed the turns, we could have met up with them. wasted. anyways. we're there cos its gonna be ah lam's 22nd next wed. soo we decided to go visit him. hope he likes the prezzie tt we've made for him. =))

the next big event is gonna be ah ni's chalet! wee! haven been to one for a long long time... plus its on halloween. i think its gonna be damn fun luhh. or at least i think im going to go ki siao at hers. :) gonna look forward to it man.

after ah ni's it gonna be my sis's wedding. oh shit... I STILL HAVEN GET MY DRESS YET!!!!!!!! i think i really really shld go search for it seriously. every sat when im home. i'll be asked by my relatives whether ive got it yet. hee.. its either i get one really soon? or. i dun go home on sat. hahahhaha. stupid like shit. how can dun go home on sat. lame luh. plus. i think ive become damn fat. jia lat. i must go on intensive training alrdy *yeah right xh.*. i must find a way to become.... fit as a fiddle one way or another. haha. we shall see luh huh?? =p other than the dress issue. it'll be spring clean time even before the new year starts. means throwing out things again. which means reminiscing on the things, and clearing up my feelings before i throw them away. hahah.. which leads to........

me throwing a "letter" that was rather important to me. *actually i dunno whether it can sensed but ive like been wanting to talk about this since the start, but i just cant BOOMS. and dump all my thots just like tt otherwise i would deem to be emo-ing.. BUT I REALLY AM NOT EMO-ING!! haha. ok. nuff said* hmm. to me. its like a huge closure? this weird thing has been ongoing for so long alrdy. i dun really know how to describe it. i wouldnt say it has been a complete waste of my time. but yet. i feel tt it is quite wasted, cos i actly thot tt things could turn out well? but it just didnt turn out that way i guess. however i definitely have learned quite a bit of things from this whole AM thing. its funny how an event soo small would lead something that matters quite a bit to me. many a times i wished i had enough courage to write out all my thots/feelings? but every time i wanted to, i thot there shouldnt be a need to given the way things are now plus we dont even talk to each other, so i've chucked them aside. now i suppose i really dun need to since everything would a start afresh? throwing away the letter kinda finalizes everything. sooo it would be good bye to you in a good way i guess.

heck i dont even think many people would know what im talking about here. lest you be the one to chance upon this. aishhhh.. now this whole thing does sound kinda emo. haha. =p

oh wells. i guess tt's all to it?? hope minna-san are doing well in their uni, work and other wadnots. :) until the next time!

loves,
xiu hui