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10:56 PM to all my dear friends.. if i mentioned tt i wanna cut my hair.. pls remind me to keep it long enough first kaes????? THANK YOU! =)

1:06 PM i so so so so soooooooo wanna go for a studio ghibli's concert!!!!!!!!! not fair one.. ppl in jap dunno how lucky they are. pfft. i swear i'll go for one someday!!! bleh..

xh.

11:17 PM walking in the rain is one of the nicest things on earth. =)

7:23 PM hellowee!!!

selamat hari raya!! =) phew.. today has been a long day. been walking and standing arnd clarke quay on flats. my feet are like cui. =p but ate ho liao today. so must walk it off.. heh.

anyways. went for ah lam's 21st bday! happy birthday dear ah lam!! got to see many peeps whom i haven seen for quite some time. but hmm. why must we always meet under this kind of circumstances? it doesnt even require a lot of effort just to meet up with somebody if you really want to right? but then again its up to one's priorities. bahhhh.

also.. met up with the new prog heads!! i know... programme again!? its not again okae.. its like PROGRAMME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D loves. hehe. im damn excited for them pls. haha. i know they're gonna have one heck of a time wadever they do. =) its not something everybody will get the chance to experience. im gonna do my best to help them and pass on the prog spirit!! lets go man!

and its back to work tml. slowly xh. one step at a time.

xh.

sometimes its just so hard to believe tt you're gone. it was just like ystd when you were still here smiling and talking about prog stuff, sharing ur army stories. the other day before i went meet the proggers. i was looking through my emails to see if there's anything i can do to help. and i saw ur emails. those emails during otc and fo. if you were here now. i bet you will be with us when we were meeting the new heads.. but now.... at the columbarium, i can see yilin going arnd helping out, giving ppl the card with ur photo on it. but. i guess she's the one who wanted you to be arnd the most at that moment and i saw wad jordan wrote. "clifton kor kor. i wish you a happy birthday. i love you."
sigh. plus its damn heartwrenching to see ur mum cry. it aint going to easy. *where'd you go i miss you so. seem like its been forever that you've been gone*

the things that we have talked about. i doubt they will ever come true. sls.