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11:32 PM heyyyyyy!!!!!

haha.. this post is very late!! done it up since like dunno how long ago.. but oh wells.. here it is.. too lazy to edit.. so.. shoot me la.. =P

wee.. back from camp.. well.. after so much preparation.. its over!!! but kinda sad.. and happy at the same time.. phew.. but i'm sure everybody had lotsa fun!! =) and i bet everybody is going to remember all my monkeys!!!! whahahahah!!! =P my monkeys = my programmers!!! wee!! =))) anyways.. this year is good.. practically no cliques in the comm.. and everybody was like mingling arnd with everyone la!! =) damn happy to see that.. and damn proud to see them turn from unpolished stones to diamonds!! (quote from sahf) =)

and general feedback was that this year's camp was more fun.. XD yessaAAa!!! but then there are still things that we all need to improve.. so we must jia you for FO!!! *nods nods* but seeing everybody having fun makes me wanna have fun at the camp too.. shyt la.. i suddenly want to be a subcomm also.. then i can play all the games.. dang it.. but nvm la..

seriously i think that programmers are the best la.. even when doing mundane stuff like shifting back chairs and tables back to classrooms where we did our nightwalk was fun!! =) after that went to tm to eat and chatted for a bit.. camp is just over and now i cant wait for FO to come.. we're gonna rawk the freshies and the gls man.. =) dun have much photos now.. shall post them up when i get them!! =)

also came back from chalet.. was nice to see everyone again.. thou the weather was like shyt la. but had fun! play some serious bridge.. catching up with everyone.. went to wild wild wet and played ularhlarh like mad.. haha.. shiok!! =)

shall post up the photos next time!!! =) tata.. oh yah.. i've changed my blog skin!!! nice eh??? heehee.. =) new year's coming!!!

-=[huiz]=-

P.. R.. O.. G.. R.. A.. M.. M.. E.. program!!!!!!

I. R. Programmer!! =)

10:08 PM 3 days to go..

tml going to see mr yip and the others!!! yays!!! =)

i love my programmers.. =D

8:43 PM heya...

okae.. that was an emo post.. haha.. but oh wells.. in the end things turn out fine.. so.. haha =) sorry to all those peeps who got worried.. my apologies.. need to let off steam some times.. yeps.. and so i'm back!! back to happy posts!! haha.. no la.. anyways.. mid sem is over!! yays.. for people who are still having papers.. all the best!!

todae was quite interesting.. went back to school for project.. and i saw hany, winsor and their law friends.. and they had this writing love letter for yourself campaign thing.. haha.. and off we go.. elene and i also started writing love letters to ourselves la.. first time writing love letters.. and its to ourselves.. haha.. quite funny.. we had to write in both eng and chinese.. its weird la.. imagine.. starting off.. dearest xiu hui.. blah blah blah.. love xiu hui.. haha.. =P and the conclusion is that writing a love letter is very difficult!!! and i think that ultimately.. haha my love letter turned out very lame.. with lotsa fei hua.. haha..

camp is coming soon!!! =) hope we will turn out okae!! =)

-=[huiz]=-

9:34 PM i dunno why.. but i feel so down now.. which is eating me.. somehow i dun feel prepared at all.. i dun think i can meet the expectations.. i want to but somehow, it is so far away from my grasp.. to think i have thot to myself before.. come on xh you can do this.. but it turned out that things are not be okae.. i dunno why.. why things are like tat? why? there are a million questions in my mind now.. but no answers to them.. something happened.. and it made me think.. am i so selfish? how could i have missed that out? am i that stupid not to have noticed? naze?? am i not good enough? there is something which is holding me back.. searching deep enough inside would give me the answers.. but.. i'm tired.. very tired.. but who's not? so how come others can do it and you can't? its coming nearer and nearer.. sooner or later you will have to face it.. i dun want regret like the other time.. no i dun.. but i'm not putting enough effort to achieve what i have set out to do.. what is wrong? haiz.. i really hope things will become better.. this really sucks.. dammit...

2:33 PM and nov is gone..

sheesh.. can't really believe i've been through all those things in just a month.. time really flies.. so many things happend that i forgot ricky's birthdae!!! sorry la kor.. >.< well, its only 1 more week to mid sem test.. lucky i got one paper only.. to those ppl who have lotsa papers.. jia you ah!!!

yest marks the end of tp rawkz! was pretty good.. the experience.. for the new programmer and me and elene and glenn i think.. get us prepared for OTC.. 18 days to OTC.. but first.. next week!! then full steam ahead for OTC!!!

todae's tuna's birthdae!!!! (dunno if you are reading this but) =) happy birthdae my dear!!! =D may all your wishes come through!!! and take care ya!!

and oh yah.. our youth change maker grant was approved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYS!!!!!!!!!! means all our hardwork with the BG was not wasted!!! yessa!!! woots!!! gonna start with our boardgame soon!! wah.. haven seen them in a long time.. shall meet up soon!! yays.. =)

aiya.. must start on my work le.. tata!! =P

18 days... counting down to day 0...