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xh. 01031988.

take me away

4:06 PM what upppppp!!

lol. sorry kinda ki siao now. hee. anyways. its been quite long ehs? hahah. well. its been the same old routine lor. meet friends. 21st BDAES. go out. shop. finding more things to do. even i myself is sick of hearing ive been doing everytime people asked. sheesh. i shld really break out of this routine soon... WHEN I GET BACK TO STUDYING.

now tt ive started i have a feeling this is going to be a long post. once you've released the floodgates, there's no turning back. hahahaa. pardon me. =p

well today elene and i went to visit ah lam. our 2nd visit. unlike the 1st time. which was a mad rush trying to find directions by the street directory. this time we're well prepared. but. we missed many turned and it actually took us like 1hr to get there. hahahaha. last time only half an hour. =p too noob alrdy. is cannot man. and we saw wei sheng and coy when we drove into the parking lot. they were leaving luhh. if we hadn't missed the turns, we could have met up with them. wasted. anyways. we're there cos its gonna be ah lam's 22nd next wed. soo we decided to go visit him. hope he likes the prezzie tt we've made for him. =))

the next big event is gonna be ah ni's chalet! wee! haven been to one for a long long time... plus its on halloween. i think its gonna be damn fun luhh. or at least i think im going to go ki siao at hers. :) gonna look forward to it man.

after ah ni's it gonna be my sis's wedding. oh shit... I STILL HAVEN GET MY DRESS YET!!!!!!!! i think i really really shld go search for it seriously. every sat when im home. i'll be asked by my relatives whether ive got it yet. hee.. its either i get one really soon? or. i dun go home on sat. hahahhaha. stupid like shit. how can dun go home on sat. lame luh. plus. i think ive become damn fat. jia lat. i must go on intensive training alrdy *yeah right xh.*. i must find a way to become.... fit as a fiddle one way or another. haha. we shall see luh huh?? =p other than the dress issue. it'll be spring clean time even before the new year starts. means throwing out things again. which means reminiscing on the things, and clearing up my feelings before i throw them away. hahah.. which leads to........

me throwing a "letter" that was rather important to me. *actually i dunno whether it can sensed but ive like been wanting to talk about this since the start, but i just cant BOOMS. and dump all my thots just like tt otherwise i would deem to be emo-ing.. BUT I REALLY AM NOT EMO-ING!! haha. ok. nuff said* hmm. to me. its like a huge closure? this weird thing has been ongoing for so long alrdy. i dun really know how to describe it. i wouldnt say it has been a complete waste of my time. but yet. i feel tt it is quite wasted, cos i actly thot tt things could turn out well? but it just didnt turn out that way i guess. however i definitely have learned quite a bit of things from this whole AM thing. its funny how an event soo small would lead something that matters quite a bit to me. many a times i wished i had enough courage to write out all my thots/feelings? but every time i wanted to, i thot there shouldnt be a need to given the way things are now plus we dont even talk to each other, so i've chucked them aside. now i suppose i really dun need to since everything would a start afresh? throwing away the letter kinda finalizes everything. sooo it would be good bye to you in a good way i guess.

heck i dont even think many people would know what im talking about here. lest you be the one to chance upon this. aishhhh.. now this whole thing does sound kinda emo. haha. =p

oh wells. i guess tt's all to it?? hope minna-san are doing well in their uni, work and other wadnots. :) until the next time!

loves,
xiu hui

11:04 PM kns xh. STOP SHOPPING LIKE YOU PRINT MONEY PLS.!!! -.-

okthnxbye.

5:06 PM ello!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! *is actually more happy cos its a long weekend =p*

anywho.. its been long!! things are fine. same ole me. finally got the chance to be home for a fam gathering! sadly the kids are not arnd this week but for sure, it was way more peaceful when they are not arnd!! did some catching up with my cousins and the usual luhhh stuffed myself with different kinda food. nonetheless.. everything's good! :)

met up with duhling. our every 2 months meeting. hahah. same did some catching up and gai gai at orchard ion. tt place is mad. hahah SO MANY PEOPLE. its disgusting. but i think its a good place to shop *when theres not much people arnd* anyways.. hope tt duhling's prob will lessen by the time i meet her the next time luh huh? :))

anyways.. i am supposed to be baking bread now.. this time the dough looks more decent luh. so maybe there's a chance it'll turn out well this time!!! =D hokays.. gonna go bake it now. haha toodles!

happy hols minna san. =)

cheers!
xh.

10:16 PM would be lying if i said i wasnt worried..
i guess i'll only know about it next week.

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The little things, you do to me are
Taking me over, i wanna show ya
Everything inside of me
Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating
My feet are stuck here, against the pavement
I wanna break free, i wanna make it
Closer to your eyes, get your attention
Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

And every time, you notice me by
Holdin me closely, and sayin sweet things
I don't believe, that it could be
You speaking your mind and, sayin the real thing
My feet have broke free, and i am leavin
I'm not gonna stand here, feelin lonely but
I dont regret it, and i won't think it
Was just a waste of time

So back up back up take another chance
Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you
Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you
Give up give up don't you say that I'd be
Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin
If im better off better off, with out you boy

But don't just leave me hangin on.....

5:09 PM Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning

this song never fails to cheer me up.

(:

lurves many many many!
xh

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11:23 PM alrightie..

before the scheduled outage is here.. im proud to annouce tt. IM A 1* CERTIFIED KAYAKER!!! woo! hee.. who wanna go kayaking can jio me alrdy!! :)) anyways. the whole kayaking course had been fun man!! all the paddling in the water and practicing all the strokes and capsizing was uber fun (lack of adjectives)! and something happened again. (i have no idea why all these sort of random things always find me one) as described by ah ni, here goes:

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Ms Foundation (aka axx): There's sth funny with my kayak.

Ms Soybean (aka ann): Haha

A few hours later during the rescue drill, ms foundation capsized as the victim and while her kayak was being drained..

Main rescuer: I think I have touched sth like a hand.
Ms foundation: ???

Minutes later, OUT CAME TWO KITTENS FROM HER KAYAK!!!

Ms Soybean: is the kittens with you?
Ms Foundation: Yep!
Kitten: *meow*
Ms Soybean: Argh! *Quickly kayak away*

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like how come there are 2 kitties in my kayak and i dunno!? i dunno man. prolly the kayaker and the kayak was too attractive to them?? lol. jus kiddin. but my heart really went out to them. i din meant to capsize the boat with them in it. gosh. if i was the kitten, i wld have freaked out la. they were drench and shivering like mad when i took one of them out of the boat. ahhh.. I'M REALLY SORRY LIL KITTIES. i promise i'll check which ever kayak i use in the future. hokays. other then the kitten incident, also managed to get to know a new bunch of friendly peeps from nyp! they were really nice la. had dinner with them after the course. hope the peeks will come soon! and of course more kayaking sessions! hee.

hmm.. aside from kayaking, last sunday, elene and i went to see cliffy! yeah.. its been a yr since. time flies man. its like ive been stumbling arnd for the past 1 yr and now i finally get to wake up for a bit. as elene and i were talking, i suppose we both were thinking of the good old days. and lene brought up something tt really made me smile at the thot of ur kuku-ness. it was during camp time and ur coming up sub empire names and you wanna name them zildo zilrae and zilmon - doraemon. LOL. such a lamer.

hmm... dunno whether you were there listening to us crapping about all the nonsense presents tt we wanted to bring for ur bday but as we're talking, i got to see ur peekture and i realised tt i really really missed ur laughter, ur lame jokes, ur smile but most of all its just you tt i've missed the most. but as promised no tears, live on and be strong...

anyways.. its time to go slp. still tired from kayaking. phew.. until the next time then! take care peeps. adious. :)

loves,
xh.

ah lam ahh.. hope ya liked the flowers we bought ya. we'll be back on ur bday and as promised, i'll bring the prezzie for you. i miss you.

9:00 PM heys!

how you doin'?? heh. anywho.. things have been better and more exciting. :) went for sundown marathon, i din run, helped out a bit, made a fool out of myself =p and basically din slp for the whole night. but it was quite fun. my "first" marathon in a way. hee.

other than that, going back for yoga lessons, this time with ah ni.. :) finally stayed home for fam gathering.. the kids are still as adorable. :) also met up with peeps like tomu, vonn, elene and yd.. nice time chilling out, catching up. :D yada yada.. and and.. ah ni and i signed up for 1* kayaking course!!! wee! hee.. something tt we both been wanting to do? so exciting!! woo after tt wind surfing! :)))))))))

(i know this entry lotsa smileys but.. I LIKE AH.. hee.)

started to watch this channel 8 prog abt foreigners learning chinese or something.. and zomg. tt guy from israel is uber cute man!! looks kinda like david archuleta. hee. :) anyways. tt show is quite funny, minna san shld go watch it.

anyways.. i'll prolly blog abt the kayaking lesson soon! woo. watch this space man. :) ciaoz!

xh.

its gonna be a yr in 2 days time..